New me

Hay, its been a months of rest; a months of continous chAnges..a caterpillar becomes a butterfly already.. Indeed life being in this is a serious thing. Tedious, it is! The fututre is today. I hust want to share my experiences beig a teacher with you. Others would think that being a teacher is such a tedious job. Exactly it is. Waking up early in the morning; preparing a lesson plan, looking for strategies, solving grades, making cards and of course the ever ending disciplinary action towards the children..I am in the new world just for you to know. World of new culture.But I really don't know what impetus drives me to finish everyday race. Sometimes its really tiring but if you see that you enable them to learn, everything will be poured out of fulfillment.
Exactly, this won't make me get rich ;but many people will get rich of me..Isn't it heroic? hehe, I understand that we all have to be practical by these days. Yet, the question is: what are we really preparing for? what wealth is wealth for me? Well, wealth is what we are preparing for eternity...

new me

We can be a hero of our own . . .

weee,...

how am I?

its been a long while since the last time I held the mouse to open my blog...
well, I'm very fresh from our intramurals,. I actually enjoyed the last intramurals .. Uhm, updates about me?? well, in my studies it's fine,.my family?? even better,.friends? getting closer,.lovelife? hehe,.[uhm1?] getting stronger,./

anyway I actually want to post my poems in here however i do not get plenty of time to encode it all. char! by friday perhaps,.

hidden. . .

The Indissoulubility

Looking for his being lout,

All twidling in oblivion

Both vine and tree vive

Emblemishing the emblematic pen of escutcheon

Quotidian chevalier concealed cicatrix

His cordiality outburst aye

Never clog nor rustle

Ludicrous masquerader truly leal

Ingenuity

As of my introduction, hehe,. lets post my horoscope for this day! uhuh'

Virgo (Aug 23 - Sep 22)[?]
The Bottom Line
Today, toss yourself a mystery to solve -- surprise yourself with your
ingenuity.

In Detail
You know exactly what you are doing right now, but that could become a problem soon. When you're never confused or uncertain, you are comfortable -- but are you growing? Today, toss yourself a mystery or two to solve. Find a problem that you can't figure out how to approach, and try to use your brain in a whole new way. You'll surprise yourself with an unexpected level of ingenuity and creativity. You have more skills like this that need to be developed.


My day was a total messed! yuckeee..bADTRIP! ( April 29,2009)

Actually I was really inspired yesterday not until ate J told me something about him..It was really disgusting! She told me that they had some conversation yesterday and it was something eew.. When I knew about it, I was so much affected because I did not even say it to her then she was the one making her own story. Well if she meant it as a joke i don't even care at all..basta kalain gid tana ang feeling. . She hurt me that waay..%sk!
Yah! I supposed not to be guilty for I dont even know ABOUT it however i DWELL MORE ON the way he interpreted the joke! I guess he took it seriously.. What else could he think about my kind? Hai. waay gid ate j ah! she always make my day unforgettable in her negative means.. Hehe.. Well, I should not be affected of it for I was in clear conscience that I did'nt make it.. I knoe I'm right .
upsetting, isn't it!?

Pero kalain gid abi. Just imagine!

Everything went wrong. I could'nt even greet him in the hall way though I'm not guilty of it but I was trulyl ashamed for what she did,. Hai. She has to speak in "appropriate " time and an appropriate "thing". The painful of all is that she had made her own story to tell. Here I am making my own reality and working out everything.hai,.
Well, what else I could do if everything was done. ,

just to accept it and face it on!

This time I'm the VICTIM,..

JUST AT THIS MOMENT,.



Now, do I need to experience it just to test my skill in this means of solving problem?
well.. can't figure it out!

"bitterness of life in a tasteless world"

Life is a never-ending journey and all I have to make is a trail to be followed..
This semester taught me a lesson that temporary negligence will seize what are to be taken in you.

Before, my mind always taught me how to be look smart and how to speak with posture. I am always eager to learn and to meet my new set of classmates. By this , I learned to aim higher rather to be passive and dependent on the opinion of others. It was then when I feel to deviate from something new because it seems that everything is merely a repetition of the other day and became a habitual for me, it is something tasteless because I learned nothing at all..

Way back then, college life is a matter of survival, that's my impression when i enter to college and it was proven true back then in first year. I took everything seriously.
Days, months and years go by I encountered new faces , met new set of friends with different personalities, handled organizations and participated in different activities that shaped me until I welcomed junior year with nothing - I mean no effort at all. This semester was the most unforgettable sem. I had in my college for it was terribly a disaster not just to me but to all of us ' Of course it was indeed relative depending on the way it affects us. I guess there is nothing to worry! I persist I'm okay but i know myself couldn't escape to the aching wounds that beat every time I presume it is healed, yet the pain still goes on my veins. .

why now? is this really meant to happen? well I can't go along with what I wanted before because in the first place it is me who let go of everything in exchanged of something new other than a tasteless world.. Now , is tasteless better than bitter? - regrets.. but why couldn't be someone permitted to look for something new without forgetting or valuing the other thing? ? hai. ... but why is there a need to lose something to gain something..?hai..

See! no matter how confident or stable you are but still life has its own patterns to take. It is your decision whether you lead or deviate from it.


Now, if something is for you then reach it, seize every opportunity that blocks the way. Yet, we only cross this life for once- in every phase of it there is always something to be enjoyed! Never neglect that something just because you are tamed of doing it for even temporary negligence leads to forgetting and washing everything away from you.. believe it!


However, life must go on! we still have many roads to take we may not know how many bridges we are to cross, lets us be POSITIVE in all our ways. . Life is just temporal and we have to enjoy every last minute that passed by; give our best and leave a trail in every opportunity we take in..

Lets moved on!

tamed,...

The feeling seems to be fading when the month of hearts came.. I felt so restless and exhausted. All the heavy loads, battalion of requirements plus my hectic schedule. I don't even know where could I place him..It seems that I am imprisoned in the loop surrounded by the attraction of positive and negative poles on its magnetic field. Hoo, if breathing is not voluntary then for sure I could not breath at all..[Yes its true.] Everything is getting to be unfair for the both of us. If I would compare it to any law in Science, it would be the law of INERTIA..for no one will take the first step and remain atrest unless it has exerted effort or force.. haha..

Okay, how did I feel after hearing those sentiments and shortcomings? am I affected? OUCH ,it hurts! but I guess its for the better. I really need some space - I mean the both of us. . . I don't know what follows after this..Lets see if there's progress after a week. Then if there's such the better, if theres none I guess it is just right to stop it for its better to put period on a sentece rather putting a comma without making sense.The truth is Februaru 14,2009 is the worst of all the valentine's day I had.